Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
OHBOY. I FORGOT TO KOPE. HAHA. (:
saturday night went to play badminton. played at joo chiat community centre ! (: haha. it was quite enclosed. played until all tired ! (: went for supper with my cousins and all. it was so cool. first time i ate that ! kleo and i were standing outside talking and looking at the pictures taken with the actors and actresses. i was looking at the joanne peh picture and at the angle i was standing, i looked in the restaurant and saw a girl who looks exactly like joanne peh. asked kleo, my cousin, if that girl was joanne peh. it was ! how cool. like just when i was looking at the picture ! hahaha. yupp went in and realised that all my uncles and all also were looking at her ! haha. it was funny. all of them trying to remember her name. it was hilarious hearing them trying to recall her name. haha.
ohboy marching today. haha. it was quite well done ! at first they said that it was going to be cancelled. OH MAN. everyone started complaining. we all practised SO MUCH. so the teachers discussed again and again until they decided that we'll just do it. they were worried that the girls will have to stand for the whole ceremony and all. so in the end, there wasnt any march in, just the flag party coming in and the march past. it was short and good. WELL DONE EVERYONE. WELL DONE COUNCILLORS (:
rushed straight up to the gym to get the blazers and practiced my speech. bleahh- was so freaky. i just couldnt concentrate. cos of that. i just couldnt take it. was scribbling rubbish all over the board, was just writing nonsense. just needed to get my mind off it. yeah i guess im quite okay now. phew~ anw, back to the investiture ! haha. we all went up. ohboy how exciting. dyu understand ? haha. the BADGE. how cool. i just ADORE the badge. it's really cool and funkayy ! love the small little school badge there ! ((: -BEAMS. heh heh.
Days swiftly come and go.
I'm dreaming of her
She's seeing other guys
Emotions they stir
The sun is gone.
The nights are long
And I am left while the tears fall.
Did you think that I would cry,on the phone?
Do you know what it feels like,being alone?
I'll find someone new
Swing, Swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again.
Wish cast into the sky
I'm moving on
Sweet beginnings do arise
She knows I was wrong
The notes are old,
They bend, they fold
and so do I to a new love.
Did you think that I would cry,on the phone?
Do you know what it feels like,being alone?
I'll find someone new
Swing, Swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again
Bury me(you thought your problems were gone)
Carry me(away. away, away...)
i feel so so so small.
let your heart out.
ohboy. just the title makes me laugh. i cannot take it ! (:
it's been a week. the whole week was just packed packed packed. i cant stand it. ive no time for myself ! everyday i've marching etc. gotta hope that everything will be back to normal once this stressful period is over. i guess marching really really takes up so much of everyone's time. we've practices after practices. plus we've the investiture. a short investiture. i think it should be a long meaningful one ! it's the FIRST STUDENT COUNCIL. haha. i copy aretha's way. BOLD, ITALIC, UNDERLINED, CAPS. just that it's not big big. haha. ((: yupp. the first student council's investiture is just gonna be this short short twenty-twentyfive min thing. i guess it's not very nice. but have to make do with it !
marching ! yupp. first time im marching so it's quite cool. haha. there were many many problems during this whole marching thing. for two different groups. -only we know yeah ? shhh. secret. haha. yupp. there's just so many things. im glad it's all going to be over soon ! yupp. hope sanam and weizhen can do it well on that day. i can feel that they're getting so much pressure. scared later they freeze there on that day then die. -crosses fingers. YOU TWO CAN DO IT YEAH ? JIAYOU ((: and for the rest of the contingent people, DO YOUR BEST on that day and it'll be good enough !
yesterday during english was hilarious. nathalie just had to make this comment ! haha. i cant remember what was being said in class then suddenly nathalie said "yeah alice blah blah blah in wonderland" haha. i kinda heard it but it didnt make any sense to me. until weizhen turned around and gave me THE look. haha. i stared at her and for some reason, something told me it's because of what nathalie said. so i rewind and replayed what nathalie said in my head. then i got it. i cant believe i didnt hear it the first time. haha. i turned around and gave nathalie THE look back. haha. i cant believe she even said it out loud ! haha. ((: okay that was random. but it really makes me laugh everytime i think of it. thanks nat ! haha.
yesterday after combined marching practice, councillors had investiture practice. then the excos had meeting among ourselves. im not sure if it was anything about the meeting that made me feel down or the tiredness i was feeling after marching that made me feel down. but when i came back, went online and was talking to the three crazy people - the one and only snormpitle people! it was so cool. haha. cassandra totally cheered me up ! okay it wasnt herher, but her post i read. it was just so hyped up kinda mood and everything. it really really cheered me up. THANK YOU CASS ! so glad for her and the other two wonderful pals ! glad they were there for me when i needed some cheering up ! haha. ((:
im fine today. yay. haha. had to meet the other excos in PP. haha. yupp. parkway parade. okay im hooked onto the ITALIC, BOLD, CAPS, UNDERLINED thing. so just making use of it. (: haha yupp. sammietanlien, my MR.PP, honoured i make your name big big or not? -winks. ahem. okay hyper. alright. went to KFC and discussed about all the stuffs to tell the whole board during the board meeting. ohboy. i cant wait to go out on tues !
ohoh. on friday morning exercise time, usually it's trishala and the others doing it. haha. but this week it was OUR turn. how cool lah. (: okay actually it's not. cos it means that we've to do it properly. haha. cannot like stop halfway and rest my legs. for the first time i felt my muscles BURNING. usually i can feel the pull but not burning. my gosh. it hurt so bad but i couldnt stop.
ohboy. i just read my friend's posts. it totally relates to me. i jus love the song lyrics she put up there. im not sure if she came up with it or it's from a song. i guess it's copied from a song. but ohmy. it totally is the same thing. i just cant believe it. it's just shocking. im so glad at least i know someone knows how im feeling insideee.
i feel like a little girl trying to conquer the whole world.
let your heart out.